Trying to take a nap, but can't seem to fall asleep even though I know my body is very tired. I just feel really lonely and it makes me tense. Even though I am not technically alone, I can't seem to shake this feeling of inconsolable loneliness. Trying to think of something to look forward to, but can't. I used to sleep so soundly and so heavy before with Cindy. I maybe had 2 sleepless nights total during my time with her. And now I am attuned to every sound and am mostly tense. And time passes by so slowly.
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i hope you can find rest and peace.
I don't really sleep either. Usually I read or watch tv until I pass out. Which, I suppose, is better than drinking myself to sleep, but probably still not the best solution.
i understand the loneliness. there's a huge void that i experience every day. i'm sure it's much worse for you, jennm. people say it'll pass in time. i can't comprehend that concept right now. i have some xanax and tranquilizers, just say the word:)
I'm glad you had a hike out. Try and get rest, even if it's hard to sleep. I understand the difficulty sleeping.
You could try listening to music. That sometimes helps me.
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